MelodiEs oF LiFe

10022011

2011-02-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

A busy life seems more contented that a nothing-to-do life now =.=
Its hard to act that you're busy when you're having nothing on hand to do.

Getting through some EMO days in month lately.
easily get emotional, angry over small matter, crying for small matters,
and for all that,
the pitiful victim will be my lovely puggy mon.

I'm so sorry my babe.

A close friend of mine is facing some relationship problem,
and instead of sharing with us she rather keep it all to herself,
she off her phone, ignore my messages,
we find no ways to contact her which make me rather upset and worried.

and there's a question popped up in my mind,
will we become like that in future?
just disappear in each other life without even say good bye?

I don't wan that to happen,
oh!
I'm back to EMO again.
Sighs.

Can't wait for lunch ><

E.M.O

2011-01-25T21:33:00.002+08:00

I hate semester break =(

I can't help being emo when i have to count down for the day to see you again.

22/09/10

2010-09-22T22:26:00.003+08:00

Today was a day out alone.
Had green tea latte while reading novel at Starbucks the Garden.

During lunch time,
babe actually called and we chatted for bout half an hour.

"Oww, that makes my day" =)

After babe got back to work,
i actually shopped around to search for suprise.
And i actually got one ^^

After getting tired,
i went to have my lunch.
My all time favourite --- Sushi King =D

Sometimes I do enjoy being alone.
~~though im more enjoyable when im with YOu~~

20/09/2010

2010-09-20T21:56:00.003+08:00

Today was a great day out with Hari, Yee Ming and of course Winnie =D

It'd been a long time since i last hanged out for a movie,
ever since my babe went back to his hometown. =(

Watched "going the distance"

The whole story is mainly about
a long distance relationship between a pair of couple,
and how they overcome all the obstacles to be with each other.

How lovely =3

It makes me miss my babe even more.
Huhu....T^T

I seriously missed his smiles and his hugs,
his hair,his smell, his hands,his everything =(

I gotta said its a good movie =D
But its sort of 18XX movie...LOL.
Best thing is...
there's no censored!! xD
(Muahahahahahahaha)

After the movie, yee ming came and joined us for lunch.
and BOWL.
after long long time.

We had Manhanttan Fish Market for our lunch.

After lunch,
we headed for bowling =D
Played two games.
Somehow it had been quite sometime not playing bowling
ever since form five.

My score is kinda at the border line.
LOL.
Gonna work hard for that =)

anyway,
Today was awesome =D
Cant wait for the next round.

13/9/2010

2010-09-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

I must say,
i hate semester break so much.
i'm not looking forward about it anymore
as it would break us apart.

I wanna be with you every moment.

I wanna stick to you every second.

I wish i could be in your arm by now =(

I miss you so badly~

31/7/2010

2010-07-31T11:43:00.000+08:00

Had been really sick for the past two days.
Not even able to walk, sleep or think properly.
and the worst thing is im having a test today.

Luckily i'd done the revision before i fell sick xD

Really have to thanks my babe for accompany me.
I knew he'd been really worry bout me.

He's really my sweetie pie ^^
Love babe forever..hehe..

Today!

2010-06-07T19:59:00.000+08:00

Finally my FR tutor got mad at us.
He spoke so loud in class today.
Screaming at the last row.
BUT.
Who cares.
He sucks!

I almost let the most precious thing of mine slip away.
Luckily i hold it.
YOu can't leave me.

YOu promise,
you won't =)

280510

2010-05-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Am super sleepy.

Ciaoz to bed now.

Bye People xD

Worries

2010-05-26T20:39:00.001+08:00

Started my advanced diploma,

gonna spend so much lesser time with my babe.

Just hoping it wouldn't affect anything between us.

Praying really hard ><

18042010

2010-04-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

Am having my breakfast now...
Mom put my cereal biscuits into the oven..
and it over burnt..
OMG~

E.M.O

2010-04-02T21:37:00.001+08:00

Time to clean up the messy spider webs here.

My third semester is soon gonna end.
which means i'd done my diploma.
Phew~
Safely, ~~perhaps.~~

Two more weeks,
the semester is gonna end.
which means everyone is going on different path.

Trying not to think about it,
trying not to get emo about ppl comes and goes.

But somehow im not as cold as somebody to take this so lightly.=X

Though most of my friends are continuing their studies here,
but some of them are saying bye-bye after this.
Sobs.

Im still not used to saying bye bye.
OH no...
im not supposed to get emo.
=s

Forgive me.
I jz cant help being emo.

why must ppl comes and goes?
cant they jz stay forever? =s

Updates

2010-03-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

Had been abandoned my blog for quite somewhile.

Kinda busy over an event coming up next week.
After next week can enjoy and relax le.

Finally gt to catch up with meryll last friday after so long of me M.I.A,
somehow gt to hear lots of updates from her.=)
Still enjoyed chit-chatting with her.

Babe is back in hometown Malacca now.
Miss him badly. =(

Am rotting at home now,
nothing much to do besides fb-ing and blogging.

Aiks,
not much to update actually.

Bro is getting his result next week.
phew.

He is so so so nervous now.
and so do i.
wanted to go back to accompany him to get his result,
but too bad,
im having classes.

Well,
i will just pray for him lar =)

Love

2010-01-09T10:12:00.000+08:00

Let's prove it together kay, my dear?

I Love You ^^

Im FreE~

2009-12-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

Finally Im done with the damn courseworks~!!
WuHoo~!

Whats my next plan??
Hmph..
a lot of event coming out.

Jia yit's burfday,Papa's burfday and...
Never the less CHRistmas ^^

Yeannie is gona had a partie at her hse during Xmas Eve.
Cant wait~
Im looking forward for the day to come.Hehe.

Life's gonna be good.
hehe.
Especially when i have you with me =D

Relief

2009-12-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

Finally i gt my MA assignment done.

PHew~!!!
What a relief wei..

Next on is CLG cw and im done with it~!!

Cant wait for friday to come =P

2009-12-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

Not feeling good.
Not really good.

asking for a reason?
i dont have one.

Im just worried of not having you besides me.
even just for a moment.

Random

2009-12-03T16:43:00.000+08:00

Gastric is haunting me again lately.
Hmph~!!!

Why cant my stomach be good =(

Luckily life is good with you besides me.

Thanks a lot ar dear.
~~Sorry for making you worried.~~
(no more sorries but "i love you"s)

I Love you, my dear ^^

Xmas is near!!
Get so excited.
Hehe.
Wonderful greeting seasons =)

Everything around looks so perfect and wonderful.
June came out with a plan for christmas.
Hehe,
definitely gonna join~!!

Cant wait for xmas to come =D
Though no more Santa claus for me.
Sobs.

Personality test

2009-11-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Some is kinda true...hehe..

Try this test people.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

=)

2009-11-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

When I'm with you,

eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

christmas Carol

2009-11-22T13:06:00.001+08:00

Christmas Carol was so nice.
Hehe.
Even nicer with you besides me.

Cant wait for santa to come.
=)

2012

2009-11-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a great day.
Finally get to meet up my dearly Meryll =)
Got to catch up after quite a while.
ONe or two weeks i think.
I knew she will miss me.Keke.

Before meeting her up for a quick lunch,
me teng j.yit and xiao jun actually went for a movie.

If you're trying to guess,
im sure you will get the movie right.
Yesh~! we watched 2012.

Next question:HOw was it?
It was great.
I think the greatest movie i watched this year =)

While watching the movie,
there were times tears filled my eyes.

HOw true and cruel it is,
to admit that there is one day the world will come to an end,
to admit that human species is the most selfish creatures on earth.

The truth is actually so true that it actually hurt the inner self of me.

When they rather save the animals than saving their own species,
where is the symphaty and love that we promoted all the while?

The most cruel fact is to see through how ugly is the true colour of our own species when it comes to the end of the day.

Painful but true enough.

This movie definitely make a lot of people think.
Not just about their own self,
but also about the world.

They let you feel the pain,
then they let you think.

Great movie!!

Random

2009-11-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

Camp is just one day ahead..*Gan Jeong wei*

Spent lots of time for the preparation.
Tiring but having great time with all my committee buddies =)

Yesterday was a day which i really appreciated.
The day we shared our inner feelings with our juniors.
Being frank is always the best way to gain trust, ain't it so?

I seriously cant wait for the camp =)

And its very nice spending time with you guys today.
Though its tiring.Haks.

Party during camp~! WUHOoooooo~

Sighs

2009-11-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

Sometime when your effort is not being appreciate,
the only thing you can do is just stand aside and sigh kao kao~!

ARGGGGHHHHH~~~

Life~

2009-10-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

I'd been abandoned my blog lately.
My life is so much interesting than i cant blog it all~! ^^

Life had been kinda hectic ever since the tutorials started.
But still im queezing out some time to enjoy myself.

what is life when you don't enjoy it? =)

This few weeks,
spent lots of time with my ACS gang.
Ywoei,mong and joanne especially.

Lots of planning needs to be done for our upcoming camp.
Im so excited and looking forward for it.
Im sure it will be ~~fun~~ tons of fun.

Its just FUN FUn FUN when we are together. =D

We'd bought the souvenirs for the camp.
travelling to and fro from college to central market,
just to get the souvenirs.

NO complains.
Just the junior kecoh about our punctuality.><

Love the buttons we made especially =)
That will be a very memorable and special souvenir for all of us.
9 of us.

I cant believe that this camp will be our last activity.
Im gonna miss those days a lot.
huhu. T.T
feel so ng-se-dak lar~~~~~~

Just attended to juniors post mortem.
Remind me so much about the very beginning "Us".
the one that is naive and lost.

So glad that we'd grown up.
through all the ups and downs.
whether it's success or failure,
its a valuable experience that worthless.

What is success when there's no failure?

OH my.
i just cant wait for the camp.

Im pissed when i cant find you.

but i know its nvr your fault.

PWC trip~!

2009-10-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

Went PWC visitation today.

We did meet some obstacles during the planning and all.
Sorry for any inconvenience caused people~!!

Today's trip was totally an interesting and educable wan.
Learnt a lot of stuff and also get a clearer image on where am i heading to after graduated.

A very useful tour i had.

Driven me all along =)

YOu're 19th =D

2009-10-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

Appie Burfday beloved OliVia~!!

HOpe you enjoyed your day yaya ^^

Lets have a celebration the next time we meet. =D

Love,

yUn~

19th burfday =)

2009-10-12T21:40:00.001+08:00

Today is mua's burfday.
Hehe.
Im turning 19 years old.
Or shall i said im already 21 hours after 19 years old.LoL.

Im being very particular on the age issue.
Haks. Because my dearly mommy alwiz tell other that her daughter is 20 yrs old.
Im 19 only okay =P

Today was a very very very meaningful day to me. =)

Thanks to everyone that wished me.
Thats too much of you if i ever hav to type your name out.
YOu know who you are. =)

And to my girlfriends,
they really gave me a big suprise.

When i was thinking :"well, my burfday is gonna end as usual."
they appeared out of no where with the tiramisu cake.Singing burfday song.

Oh my god~! you cant imagine how touched i am at the moment.

Thanks for the effort of giving me the suprise.
Though at last i myself ruined the suprise.Haha.
*Blame winnie for that. She laughed way too loud and attracted my attention xD*

Vivi, Winnie, lee teng, siow chin, jia yit,bell, rachel mom,
Thanks for the suprise and the prezzie too.

Im so touched T_T
and i lurve the prezzie.
Tiramisu is my favourite too.

You guys make mua burfday a blast.

Love you guys a lot.
A lot more than i can say.^^

Mwaks mwaks. =3

Not to forget my dear meryll,
thanks for taking the trouble just to have a burfday meal with me.
YOu know i love you =D

and also my dear zi muis,
feli especially.
She actually called jz to wish me appie burfday.
you know how much it meant to me. ^^

Oh my god.
I still need to thanks my grandma.
For the angpau.
For the Red Eggs.
And also the XXL size drumstick.

thanks aunt for the choc,
thanks sis for the wishes though she spelt piggy wrongly,
thanks bro for the teasing.

And lastly thanks to mom and dad for the satays,
and also bringing me to the world.

There's a lot more persons i need to thanks.
But to avoid this post to be over lengthen and boring.

I better stop now.=P

Thanks to everyone.
Lurve you guys.
Mwaks. =3

and yesh~!
Im 19 now.
Living a better nice ahead =)

when Hunger Attacked~!

2009-10-11T14:27:00.002+08:00

OH my oh my...
my dear daddy cheated on me T_T

Where are you and where is my satays lar?

Im starving.
.
.
.
.
Im Getting crazzie.
.
.
.
.
And i found nothing for me to eat at home except the instant noodles.

But i don't wanna eat instant nOodles. =s

I wish my fridge is functioning.
Then at least i got something to eat.

Im supposed to get my satays at one as promised.
But now is already two thirty.

Pity tummy is crying now. Huhu T.T

Tutorial~!!><

2009-10-10T12:10:00.000+08:00

There gone my first week of second semester.
Honestly i lurve all the lecturer.

As for tutor,dare not to comment yet.
But Ms Ng is definitely the best =)

Had been really enjoyed during the whole week.
Singing is the best part of it.

You wouldn't know how much i lurve to sing.
Though i dare not say i have a good voice.
But thats my interest ever since,
long time ago.LOL.

One big problem im having now.
I dont have my tutorial question.
How am i supposed to do my tutorial????

Gosh~!
i dont wanna get scold on the big day.

What am i supposed to do ?

Can anyone kindly show me a way out of it??
Besides skipping the class.haks.

Only for Ms Winnie ^^

2009-10-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

This is specially dedicated to my dearly beloved Winnie =D
who is going to be nineteenth tomorrow.

APPIE BUrFday My dear.

HOpe you love me more and more ^^
Of course i will be loving you more in return.
Hehe.

And you haven't tell me your wishes.
You owe me one for that.=P

Though the suprise today ruined by the waitress,
but still i hope you love the cake we bought for you.

p/s: Don't finish it by your own wei. LoL.

Before i end the craps,
Appie Burfday again my dear and enjoy your burfday yea =D

With lots of love,
yUn~

Im kinda rely on you.

But you're not here.

not even literally.xP

Over

2009-10-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

Please give a round applause to Mii.
Yesh!
Put your hands together for me first else you dont continue reading this post.
LoLz.

*Claps*

Im totally over somebody now.
And i celebrated it today ^^

Sang extremely "kau kau" in Greenbox with my dearest buddies.
Who are namely Joanne, Mong, Chee and Ling.
After a long long long missing in action in each other life,
finally we are able to catch up with each other again.

And Thanks to them.
I finally found out im ~~over you~~ TOTALLY over you.

We were be talking about YOu.
All the while, it had been a topic that i tried so hard to ignore.
but today,
i could jz tell them the story as if im telling somebody's else story.

I'd been so happy about it.
and i'd been able to move on.

There's so many more meaningful things to do on the earth.
But thinking of you is definitely not one of it.

I'd gt few things in mind that i wanted to achieve now.

First, im gonna get my damn camera fixed.
Second, Im gonna learn French ~~Soon~~ very soon.*Perhaps next semester*
Third, Im hope that i may be helping out at a deaf school. *During the sem break*
Forth,....

I still have a long list to go.

I need to become a better me when im turning 19.
And definitely im gonna be BetTer.
So much BETTER =)

Weee~!! College again =)

2009-10-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

Two weeks holiday just ended like this.
Im so unsatisfied ><
I spent all my time at home.
helping out. watching tv.fb-ing.
Sounds so unproductive wei.

Anyway Im going back to ~~hometown~~ college tomorrow =)
*I typed hometown pulak. I must be missing my cute cousins too much.*
Starting a new semester.
Definitely a tougher semester to go.
well,
i believe i can survived~!!!

Im not gonna give up.
Two more semester and Im done with Dip.
Though there are more to come.
Adv Dip.Degree.AcCa.Master.

Oh my oh my.
Im gonna be stucked with the books for say...10 years? maybe more than that.
may be the rest of my life, im gonna live with books and figures.><
Now i understand how the brain cells dead.LOL.

Ignore the crap.Haha.
Im just excited to be back to college.
I missed the fun we had.
The jokes and the gossips.=P

Lets have more this sem.

Happy coll-ing People ^^

伞下-张宇

2009-10-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

伞下-张宇

这场雨会不会下不完

这一刻最好能更缓慢

有些话像撑不开的伞

明明想靠近对方

却出现一种阻挡让心慌张

你有我没有过的向往

我才会一路苦苦追赶

我只有过往却没有远方

迟迟不放的痴狂

怎会在多年以后变成这样

我们在伞下如此执着凝望

爱与割舍来回碰撞

向牵手走不同的方向是捆绑

我们在伞下准备失去对方

带着了解微笑和泪光

我会祝福你

伞外的世界有一片蔚蓝

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不知道为什么，
在听这首歌的时候，

总是有满满的感动。

每一次听的时候，

都会有很多感触。

也许这是一种共鸣吧！

因为有着相同的故事，

才会被感动不是吗？

真的觉得自己越来越悲观了，

很努力地在调整了。

只要你不再出现，

永远不要出现，

我就会好好的。

我已经习惯了现在的生活，

已经不想再回到过去了。

因为每一次想起过去，

只会让我觉得自己太傻太天真。

我讨厌那时的自己，
更讨厌依赖你的自己，

所以，

让我彻彻底底地离开好吗？

现在，

我真的过得很好。

如果你不再出现的话。

><

2009-09-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

有时候，
有太多的时间给自己也不见得是好事。

太多的时间，
太多的胡思乱想，
太多的乱七八糟。

也许是见了太多已经离开的人，
也许是许多离开的人又重新出现，
所以，
才会回想起那么多。

无可否认，
我总会避开曾一起走过的地方，
甚至不去靠近任何有你的气息的角落，

可是你一次又一次的出现，然后消失，
在我把你遗忘在一旁时又出现，

现在是怎样，
你又觉得这样，
很好玩吗？

ReD Box PlUs~!

2009-09-26T19:46:00.000+08:00

After been staying at home harvesting mushroom for almost a week,

finally i got a chance to get some fresh air from the ourside world =D

A very enjoyable day out with the Zi muis ~~and the partner~~ again.

For the very first time,

RED BOx PlUs~!

The enviroment there is really nice.

Seriously love the design of the place.

U.N.I.Q.U.E.

After two hours of singing and ~~torturing~~ enjoying ourselves,

we camwhored around the red box plus.

~~*we pay for it okay~! we need to utilise the whole place for the sake of F.U.N*~~

*That's bullshit, pls ignore me*

Here comes some pic we took at the red box plus.

There are more on Facebook xD

*The only group photo we took with the help of the receptionist *

*Can you see the moon within the stars =D *

Happy hour flies as usual.

Feli the fishie is going back to Sarawak tomorrow.

Gonna miss you much my dear .

take good care of yourself kay?

Pet the Hoi Gao, thanks for fetching me to and fro today^^

Cant wait for the next outing.

hehe.

HOpe its gonna be really soon but not after your exam.

That will be way too long edy xD

How i wish Min zhen and Koala can be here.

then the animal kingdom of us will be once again being together.

But, when will be the day?

Hope it would be really really soon.=D

我爱学记

2009-09-24T11:25:00.000+08:00

自从去了进贺的婚礼派对回来以后，
满脑子都想着过去学记生涯的点点滴滴。

真的好怀念，
以前一班学记在一起闹，
一起办活动，
一起哭，
一起笑，
一起熬夜，
好多好多的回忆，
忽然间涌上心头。

刚知道进贺的婚礼派对时，
我一直很犹豫要不要参加。

害怕到时自己会被丢到一边，
害怕自己融不进大家的话题，
一大堆的害怕。

真多余，
我怎么忘了学记本来就是无所不谈的呢？
怎么忘了学记就好像一家人，
根本就无需尴尬。

真的好怀念过去的日子，
好像在一次像以前那样，
每个星期一都一起去看电影，
一起跑到报馆闹，
一起把巴士吵翻了。

真的好怀念也~！！

忽然发现，
我好爱好爱学记哦~！ =3

遗憾

2009-09-23T16:12:00.000+08:00

小熊没电了，
以后都不会再说我爱你了。

我知道没有人会在原地等候，
但是却还是有一点点的遗憾。

Little Updates

2009-08-08T20:50:00.001+08:00

Last week was a nice week for me =)
Had few outings with my high school girlfriend and also college girlfriends.
Uploaded the photos on Fb. check out there ba ~!!

On thursday,
watched The Proposal again with the Flamingo of mine.
who is going off to Kedah to pursue her study in dentistry.
Go for your dream my dear~!
I cant wait for the discount i get when you became a dentist later on.
Hehe.

After movie,
we actually shopped a while.
i bought myself a purple T and a scarft =D

She's leaving on Sunday if not mistaken.
All the Best Min Zhen.
Remember to keep in touch yea.

On Friday pulak.
after my english presentation,
me and the girls went JJ for our lunch.
Ordered the big bucket of kFC,
as if we are celebrating for some event there.LoLz.

At night, i went TS to meet up with mommie rachel, winnie, lee teng and also Vivian for dinner.
Had dinner at Sek HOu.
Missed the dessert there.
Seriously nice and tasty ^^

heard somebody is planning another day out.
Count me in please =)

The proposal

2009-07-31T09:03:00.000+08:00

Watched the proposal yesterday with Tony and my dear meryll =D

"The proposal"

A movie i wanted to watch so much months ago was finally showing in the cinema..

but i think some "scenes" are being removed as per Mama rachel said.LoLz.

Is there supposed to be scenes on bed?

Mama rachel was telling me that download it and watch at home will be better.

So that you wouldn't missed all those scenes.

Hmmm.. she more interested to those scenes than the movie..Lmao =s

Anyway, i found Ryan Reynolds being really hot wei.. xD
Haha.. Sandra Bullock is sexy too..

feel lik watching it again..

Nice movie =D

Yesterday i was actually rushing my business law assignment,

while cursing my dummy lecturer...LoLz..

but there's a war in my facebook..

so i joined the crowd and forget about my assignments at the meanwhile..

LoL.

Seriously missed school life so much,

especially when i recalled all those sweet memories,

tears and laughters we been through all the year.

I wanna go back~!!!

I rather wear the dull uniform than having tonnes of assignments and courseworks!!! =P

七月

2009-07-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

最近不知为什么，
总是会想起很多以前的事，
也许在这一个季节的记忆还是存在的，
虽然已经过了很久。

七月，
我们的相遇邂逅，
所有一切的故事，
到现在为止，
知道的人并不多，
因为我很少提起。

不知从何说起，
也已经没有必要提起。

只是在这个季节，
虽然忙碌得不可开交，
却还是会想起你。

有时候会想说，

如果我们现在才相遇，
一切会不会就不同了，
故事会不会就改写，
我们会不会就不一样了。

如果我不那么软弱，
也许你放弃的不会是我，
也许你选择的不会是她，
结局会不会就不一样了呢？

也许是因为遇见你之后，
太多幻想的幻灭，
一切的过于剧情化，
让我失去了很多的勇气。

已经不敢再去爱了，
每一次想起这一段，
都会却步。
每一次要伸出手时，
都变得犹豫不决。

真得很想做一次告别，
一次真正的告别，
离开那一段回忆，
好好地再爱一次。

我想，
过了七月，
就当作真正的说再见了。

我永远会记得，
那曾经被深深爱过的幸福。

Finally.

2009-07-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today is my dear ryllZ burfday =D
ApPie BUrfday again ark my dear.
Hope you will like the donuts i bought for you.
Hehe.

Instead of going to Bon Odori in shah alam,
i actually went to the park opposite to my house to learn how to cycle.

well,
I felt that im kinda old for it.xD
But what to do,
No one wanna tumpang me.LoLz.

anyway, m able to take one round now.
but still not very stable and i jz cant stop yelling.
and banging into my bro and sis.Haha.

Im a dangerous rider =P

Somehow found it a very nice exercise.
gOnna keep it up.Haha.

Am so tired after cycling.LoLz.

Cleaning up the spider web~!!

2009-07-01T08:48:00.001+08:00

Duh~!!
Someone complained that my blog was full with spider web.
GOtta do some clean ups now.
LoLz.

My dear feli had went to Sarawak's uni to study.
Gosh~!!
Im gonne miss her like crazy.
and she's not bringing laptop along.
Tsk Tsk Tsk.
Didnt manage to meet her up before she leave.
ArgHH, geram.

Anyway, all the best there.
I hope September will be here very soon.=P

Year 2's life is definitely not the time where you can procastinate.
although im still stealing bone once for a while.><
Maybe will be stealing again to hang out with Mr sotong.
He's gonna start uni again.
Will not be able to see him for quite some time then.

Was kinda addicted to facebook lately.
Especially the Friends For Sale feature.
LoLz.
Saje wanna rebut pets from Hippo =P

I know its childish.
Haha.
Don't bother me then xD

Next week onwards will be having at least one coursework per week.
CraZY~!!!
I haven study lar.
STRESSED~!!!!

Someone told me.
read the word "STRESSED" from the right,
it will become DESSERTs.

Well,
i hope it really become desserts so that i can eat it.
ARgHHH~! xD

Anyway,
Welcome JulY.
I wonder what season's at your place.
hehe ^^

StuDies~!!!!

2009-06-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

College life starts again.
Year Two life is definitely more hectic as compared.
Hardly get any time to rest.

Stacked by assignments and tests.
add on with the society's activities.

My life is so busy~!!

Ish.
and somebody's pm wrote:
who is free to go gai gai?

I wish i can go too.
HuHU.

anyway,
there will be two upcoming test next week.
Business law and Basic taxation.
and one more incoming assignments with two in-progress assignments.

OMG~!!!
I need space to breath!!!
Need fresh air wei.

ARGH~!!!!!

LiFe =)

2009-05-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

Had been abandoned my blog for quite a while.
Too many things going on.
and i just don't know where to start with.

But somehow my dears are able to keep update.
as i alwayz share my recent news with them. =)

College had started a week ago.
which keep me kinda busy.
Not only busy getting used to the study enviroment.
but also spending time for outings.movies.chit-chat session.etc.

Enjoying the moments spent with friends.
in fact Love it very much.

A very new experience for me.
Gyming it is =)
The very first time i went to gym with Joanne.
Felt so healthy after exercising.LoLz.

Next week.
the really hectic life awaits.

But never worry,AniMals.
I will still try to hang out with you guys.hehe.

Papa JOHn

2009-05-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

Had an outing with the AniMals again today.

We had Zhen the Flamingo,
Feli the fishie and Pet the seal.

Of course not to forget.
my dear Meryll is out at Ts too.
with her uni friends Amerz and Mei Chern.
for some farewell before they go to Kampar.

Accidentally we bumped into Gor,Toong and the gang too.
while me and the Animals were outside the cinema.
Hehe.

Watched Night At the Museum II which is very nice.
hehe.
My favourite quote: Happiness is to do things that you loved with your loved one.

Not sure about the complete dialogue.
But it sounds more or less like that lar.

After movie,
had lunch at my favourite place
---the Papa JOhns.

The pizza there is the best pizza ever.
YummIes ~!!!! =D
Must try if you have not.

Spent a great day with the AniMals once again.
Looking forward for more great time.^^

Lastly.
Appie Burfday to Gor the Hippo =)
Although i know you will not read this.Haks.

The adult world is welcoming you.Lolz.
Sweet 21st yea.

=)

2009-05-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

Dear Matthew.

Appie Burfday to you =D

I promised you i will wish you right?
But im not sure if the messages get through.

So here i am wishing you again.Hehe.

How i wish i could celebrate with you.
When you come back ba.
We will celebrate it.Belated one. =)

Appie Burfday Again.
Stay Cute and Happy ^^

Love,
yUn~

Just little update

2009-05-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

Remember that i had posted a painting drawn by little sis previously?

We kinda praised her overly.
and she got so proud and wanted me to become her anak murid.
LoLzz.

This is what turned out after half an hour of LeCTurE by my little sis.

P/s:She is kinda proud of me.
Well.More proud of herself for being my sifu.=X

A little update about mOther's Day.
As usual.drew a nice little card for mom =)

And Uncle actually bought a cake.well.

Two cakes as celebration from HaeGan Dazs.

One for Mother's day and another for lil cousin's Burfday.

Two flavour.One Chocolate One Vanilla.

definitely Mouth watering.YUmmies.=)

And by the way fattening too.LoLz.

My beloved Popo and her naughty grandchildren.^^

Burfday girl.Popo.Lil Sis.

The ice cream Cakes xD

Kinda craving over ice cream lately.

anyone wanna treat me?LoLz.

特别的朋友

2009-05-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

你们可能相爱过，
你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，
你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，
你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这么一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，
才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了，
常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情，
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，
这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，
或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，
但却已经不如从前的好。
也是可惜，也是遗憾！

但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友……

不知道你心里面，
是不是也有这样一位朋友呢？

永远比朋友多一些，
却比情人少一些。

尽管如此，
彼此都知道，
这样是最好的。

HoT HoT HoT~!!

2009-05-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

Cant help to post the photos of this two hot guys.

Ethan Ruan.

And Ryan Reynold.

Wee~!!Very CoOl wei. o.O

X Men Origin:Wolverine

2009-05-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

Today.
Definitely a nice day out with my dear Flamingo and FisHie =)
They know who they are.LoL.

Hanged out at the Times Square.
For some reason. Our singing plan ruined.
So we worked out plan B-movie~!

Definitely love the movie--X-Men.
Wolverine is really cool.
Although i prefer the character Wade more.
He's cute.=P

After movie.
Tried out the Kindori ice-cream.
Very nice.
and very healthy too.

The ice-cream is make on the spot using fresh fruits.
YUmmieS~!!
I love ice-cream.^^

Kindori.A new hot spot in Times Square.

Green Tea Flavor.Definitely healthy and tasty too.=)

This is Mango flavor.Wonder Yeannie might like it.xD

Snapped while Dear Flamingo Devouring the ice-cream.LoL.

And of course.Cam-whoring.Our Favourite.

Dear Flamingo.yUn.Dear Fishie.^^

Me and Feli the Fishie.LoL.

Us Again~!*Ignore the background please =s *

And never get bored.LoL

Before going back,we actually went Krispy Kreme the Doughnut to bring home some yuMmy Doughnut for our beloved family.

I bought half dozen and so do Dear Flamingo.Hee.

and my sisters brothers and cousins finished it within a few minutes.

Swt.

Luckily i kept one for granny.Hehe.

Mother's Day is approaching.

Not buying prezzie this year.

But definitely gonna make a very very wonderful card for Ar Mee.^^

And Dearest Zi Muis.

Plan more outing.

Hehe.

Shopping is the next ryte?=P

Pan Mee

2009-05-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

This happened on last Sunday.

Dear Ar Bee(my Dad),the Pan Mee aficionado suggested to make Pan Mee on his own.
Well.Seriously have not much confident in his cooking skill.
But he insisted to make it again.as he failed for the first time. xP

So he worked in the kitchen for the whole afternoon.
and came out with this Towel-liked pan mee.
LoL.

Next step is to put the Pan mee towel into the machine.

And there it goes.NooDle-liked Pan Mee.=P

And Mom in charged of cooking it.
I must said. Ar Mee's skills is better.xD

And here's the final product.
Taste good actually.^^

Blood donation Campaign

2009-05-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

Found out some old time photos of mine.
Cant help laughing at my funny pose.
LoLz.

From Left:Me.Bro.Joan.
*StoP saying:"Wa.yOu look Different."Who Don't ?><*

If not mistaken,this was taken in The Mines.With George.=)

LooK at my Bro.He's damn furnie.Haha xD

This is my cute little youngest sister.

Budak yang kena pampered giler-giler by US.=P

Kewl Giler.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Back to yesterday.

Which is the Labour Day.

as usual,

i went to help out at the Blood Donation Campaign as volunteer.

Reached there around 6.45am.

Had my breakfast.

Vegetarian Cha Siu Pau and KoPi Kau.LoL.

After breakfast.Got a tag from our leader and start duty!!

AzA AzA.

Due to the terribly extreme weather.

Me and YUan were sweating like hell.

Aiks.

and we actually devoured a lots of ice-cream.

Yea.Definitely a lot.

Sean Ate 3 ice cream.

me had two, Yuan had another 3 and Bro had 3 as well.

Untung giler the ice-cream seller.

YOu guys must be wondering.

did i donate blood?

No.i didnt.

Because my ear-piercing belum sampai one year.

so Cannot.><

Sean pulak kena rejected because he only slept two hours the night before.

Kesian.

Who ask this fella sendiri told the nurse i not enough sleep lar.

People never ask him also.

Cari Pasal.LoL.

Started to cam-whore when the crowd is getting lesser.

Me.=)

At the end of the day,

we actually managed to collect around 1300 packets of blood.

Not a bad result wei.=)

Next year for sure i will be donating.

hehe.

A drop of blood might just save a life.

So people.

Please support Blood Donation Campaign.^^

Random Update

2009-04-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

Let's do some random updates here.

Who is that cute girl in th photo?
TaDaa...Im sure some of you got it right.
Its my dear little sis.Yue.

With the biG Peach Pau on her head.LoL.
Its a Pau okay.and it is definitely edible.Haks.

We were actually celebrating Grandpa's Burfday at ReStaurant AnN Pang.
It was about two weeks ago.
LoL.Kinda outdated i know.=P

But what to do.I just done finals lar.
Bear with it.xD

Face No 1-Cucumber ~!

Face No 2-CheesE~!

Here's my cousin.
He looks like HonG Hai Yi ryte?=)

Nice pau-es.YUmMieS~!

Here's the long life noodles.

Very tasty. and resembles long life.

So must makan banyak-banyak.^^

Below was taken during SuShi King Bonanza.

When was it?-Cannot remember-

Pictures taken while waiting for the lift to arrive.

YOu know how "FAST" is the lift in KLCC.

Tsk.

-Me and Wei bullying Jia YIt.-

*Kesian*

This is the nicest picture we took.

From left clockwise:Me,Jia Yit,Wei,Siow Chin.=)

Back to the most recent one.

Which is today.

I had made a photo frame out of ice-cream sticks.

LoL.

Was it nice?

Spent whole morning doing it wei.

Actually my sis need to pass up her artwork.

Mom said since im so free,

must as well i do for her.

SWT.-.-

Took me few days to think before making it.

Not bad right? =P

Yuan and Yue in the photo.

Cute?

I look exactly like Yue when im young.

LoL.

Stop imagining if you're. xD

Well.Im really kinda proud of my art work.

Though it is not the piece of resistance.

*Shock sendiri-ing*

最熟悉的陌生人

2009-04-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

婆婆

2009-04-27T20:43:00.000+08:00

今天，

跟婆婆一起看百万大歌星。

第一次听见婆婆唱歌，

婆婆唱了高山青。

原来婆婆唱歌好好听呢！

一定要记住这一天。

记住婆婆的歌声。=）

原谅

2009-04-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

我要再次强调，

习惯真的是一个很坏很坏的东西。

有多坏呢？

反正不是好东西就对了。

哈哈。=^^=

*我看到有人露出很无奈的表情*

为什么会忽然想要说这个呢？

因为最近啊，

韵长大了哦！

因为，

她学会了原谅。

很棒吧？

这可是很难学会的呢！

所以啊，

就要大肆宣布这项好消息。=)

其实，

从来没有想过会有原谅的一天。

因为，

从来就没有想过要继续来往。

但世事往往难以预料。

古语有云:

天有不测之风雨。

扯到哪里去了我。

瞎 X_X

回到习惯。

如果习惯了拥抱，

就忘不了那怀抱。

如果习惯了依靠，

就忘不了那肩膀。

如果习惯了有你，

就忘不了你的好。

以为，

逃出了你们的世界，

一切就会回到原来的模样。

但是，

还是免不了在某某熟悉的街角，

看见我们曾经存在的痕迹。

尝试过不在别人面前提起，

在自己孤单的时候，

也不愿意面对你已经不在的事实。

但是那些，

都过去了。

曾经，你真的很重要。

现在，你回归到最原始，

朋友的位置。

能把你放回到普通朋友的位置，

能原谅以前的不原谅，

能放下以前的放不下，

这样对我们都好，

不是吗？

不原谅，是用别人的错来惩罚自己，

原谅，是用宽容来释放自己。

如果再见面，

我想，

我可以很豁达地跟你说一声，

“好久不见。”

Finals is CominG!!

2009-04-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

GOSH~!!!!

I was just being informed that my finals is on next MONDAY!!!

I mean im having the very first subject on 20th May.

*Jaws drop on floor ><''*

Im so gonna work hard on my revision now.LoL.

Because i haven study le.

*I copied somebody's dialog.*

Sorry ar Ivan Ah pek.

wait till i finish exam then ni we go movie lar.=)

Anyway.

Not gonna update till my exam ends.

Stay tuned.

AdiOs~

Random

2009-04-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

Are you attracted by the painting?

Wondering who had drawn this??

YOu could never imagine.

This is a piece of art by my youngest sister,Yue.

Wonderful wan.

My family goes WOW and Wah when she showed us.Haha.=)

and here she is..showing off her painting.

Shock sendiri punyer budak.LoL.

Uncle Jchyn bought us a series of Ferrari Models.

Two sets we had at our home.

Although im not really into cars.

But i think they're nice lar.

Owh.
and not forget to mention.
I just had my dinner at PIzza Hut.
with grandma.Uncle Wei and the families.

whole bunch of 12 people.
Lots of little monkeys kecoh-ing around.
*which excluded ME.Haha.*

And this is my little cousin.Jasmine.

she is trying to refill her SalaD.

Tapi she kinda tak cukup tinggi.

Haha.

If you throw a stone in KL.

YOu will kena a Jasmine.

Because i found at least 5 Jasmine around me.

LoLz.

戒~

2009-04-11T12:45:00.000+08:00

想你，
就想恋上咖啡。

想戒，
却怎么也戒不掉。

逃

2009-04-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

人是不是常常都在逃？

逃避一些责任，
逃避一些现实，
逃避一些人。

太累了，
就会想逃。
逃到一个叫“宁静”的地方。

受伤了，
也会想逃。
逃到远远的，
安静地舔着伤口。

为什么就是学不会面对？

为什么总是让自己逃？

逃开你的视线范围时，
我问了自己。

原来，
还放不下，
放不下曾经伤害你。

太多的对不起，
太多的歉疚，
一切，
都太沉重了。

所以，
选择逃。

只有逃开，
我才不用面对自己的错误，
不必承认自己的自私。

这样，
才可以不必面对自己其实是个恶魔伪装的天使。

这样，
才能掩饰那隐隐作痛的伤痕。

就算过了这么久，
却还是选择了“逃”~

IrritatioNs

2009-04-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wonder that your action actually irritate people?
Im not pin-pointing anyone.
Just a random question popping out of my mind today.

Yea.
I knew sometimes i do irritates people.
Im a good friend but a bad enemy.Haks.

Anyway.
Its not about me today.
Its about the irritating people around.

What they'd done irritated me this much?
well.
again.
this post is definitely not backstabbing anyone.

People out there.
Don't be shock sendiri kay?LoL.

Yea.
People who Say bad words definitely pissed me off.
and i find lots of these kind of people around.

They acted as if saying bad words are just norms to be followed.
or a culture to be held on?
Don't they feel ashamed of themselves?
Ish.
Do they really think it is a very YENG kind of action when they blurted out the F or the D word?
Let me tell you.YOu LooKs UGLY when you said bad words.

Its just seems so annoying to me.
and Mr tony sure knows what happened if he said bad words in front of me.
The head kena knocked gao-gao!!
haha.

We are educated people right?
Please show your courtesy wei!!!

Another scenario i cant stand is that.
Hugging and Kissing in public.
and those geli meraba-raba actions.

I dunno why nowadays people like to show off how much they had been molessed by their so called beloved BF.
Definitely no sense of envy here.

I will definitely blamed the boy in these kind of scenario.
Cant you just show some respect to your GF?
Do the right thing at the right venue lar.

Irritating giler-giler wei.
Yiaskz.

RanDom~!!

2009-04-09T21:03:00.001+08:00

Cakes=]

Mouth watering.
Haha.

Hanged out with Dear,Jas and Xian today.

Went all the way to TS to watch this movie-Talentime.

Its nice.

Super duper nice.^^

A Must See movie.

Miow.

YOu should regret for not coming along.

Haks.

and the Ah pek too.

Flu+ no car.><

Yea.

Below are the cakes we had for our tea-time.

There's Durian cheese.Classic Cheese.

Choc indulgence.and the white choc macadamia.

Meanwhile.Just forget about whatever stupid diet we're taking up.xP

Just feel like posting this lovely cutie on my blog.

He's my beloved xuan xuan.

my dear little cousin.

who was born two months ago.

Can't you see how tiny mini he is?

So Fragile.

and innocent.

This is also my little cousin way back in my hometown.

Didi we called him.

He was walking to and fro around the house.

holding a bahulu in his hand.

LoL.

I just like to kacau him.=P
Another cutie.

Well..

The photo below is definitely not a cutie.

Haha.

Again.
Its our so called leader.Jack.
He don't look like one,i knew.xD
He's having flu.as you can see.LoL.

As for yesterday,

we actually had a spontaneously held burfday party.

For Gan's upcoming burfday on thie Saturday.

Here's the gang.=)

His Cake.With the succulent strawberry on it.

My hand kacau-ing while yit woei taking photos.
Naughty one.=P

He was suprised.
But his face looked the same only.=.=

I do need to dedicate my wishes to those whose celebrating burfday today.

Levonne,my dear Kai Mui-Appie Burfday.Stay KeWL.Muackzzzz.<3

and

Yang,the sheep(OoPs~!)-Appie Burfday yea~!!HOw's the choc tasted?

and never the less

an early wished to Gan.=)
Appie burfday.

BeLL's Burfday

2009-04-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

~Headline of the DaY~ Appie burfday BeLL =)

Her Burfday Cake

~Raspberry Cheese from Secret Recipe~

Definitely her favourite.^^

Cutting the Cake.

She was touched.

bY US (The whole class)=P

Lovely T-shirt from Us.^^

p/s: and BoBo was kissing her.

From Left(Back):Siow Chin,Julia,Zi Wei

From left(Front):BeLL.YuN.

Not to forget the camera girl.Jia Yit.

BeLL BeLL.

YOu're officially Nineteen my dear.

Hope today will be one of the colourful page of your life =)

Love you.

today and forever.

*Huggies*

P/s: Edward will love you eternally too.Haks.=P

New Word to Learn

2009-04-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

Before Dear is gonna complain about the Banana's Discrimination,
I better use English in this post.
Haks.

Later she's gonna ask me to treat her pisang goreng.xP

Today i actually went back to my hometown,
in Sungai Pelek.
For tomb sweeping of course.
As today is Ching Ming mar.

Supposingly,
i set my alarm at 6am.
as we are supposed to pick up my granpa at 7am from pasar pudu.

But what happened was.
I woke up at 5.20am.
Thanks to the stupid alarm.
although is my fault actually.xP
I forgotten to off the previous wan.
The 5.20am alarm is used during weekday.
Aikssss.

After picked up grandpa.
We actually had our breakfast in the car.
Grandma had "da pau" some dim sum for us.
LoL.

Spent one hour travelling back to hometown.
and another two hours plus were spent for tomb sweeping.
and the bloody sun is seriously hot.
I should have use sun block.
HuHu.T.T

Thats not the main point actually.
The main point is that.
I found the word for Ching Ming.

BeLL~!!
I found the word.
Haha.

Yea.
previously Bell and I were actually thinking what is the word to use for Ching Ming.
I mean,
you're not gonna ask people,
"Hey,are you celebrating Ching Ming?", right?

It just sounds wrong to me.
so we actually asked around.
But pathetically,
no one has the answer.

But finally,
i got the answer today.
My Brilliant Bro actually asked his teacher for the answer.

Commemorate is the word to use.
Because it is not supposed to be a joyous event,
therefore,
the word celebrating is not so suitabble.

Hehe.

So next time.
you may ask people.
"Heys!are you commemorating Ching Ming?"

It sounds so much better.LoL.

鸵鸟

2009-04-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

很多时候，
我都看不清楚自己。

什么时候开始依赖？

依赖你的好，
你的体贴，
甚至你手心的温度。

明明是依赖，
却偏偏不断提醒自己，
用过往的伤痕，
掩盖住所有的期待。

也许，
已经过了那段单纯的年龄，
对爱情，
不再有那么多憧憬。

因为，
童话故事根本就不存在。

有了依赖，
好像也多了一份懦弱，
一份担忧。

害怕什么时候，
又要失去。

所以，
只好像鸵鸟一样，
逃避一切，
努力维持着现状。

太多的过去，
太多的伤口，
用再多的时间，
也无法愈合。

甚至在听歌的时候，
也很容易对号入座。

因为情景太相似，
因为故事太动人。

太多的不确定，
太多的疑惑，
太多太多的忧虑。

想想，
还是这样就好。

可不可以

2009-04-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

想哭的时候，
可不可以不要微笑？

脆弱的时候，
可不可以不要坚强？

心碎的时候，
可不可以不说：我很好？

可不可以，
很自私地让别人关心？

可不可以，
很自私地让别人担忧？

需要拥抱的时候，
可不可以就让你抱着？

想睡的时候，
可不可以就在你怀里睡着？

可不可以变得不勇敢？

可不可以逃避一切？

可不可以，
就躲在这里？

可不可以，
永远都让你心疼？

可不可以，
就这样而已？

愚

2009-04-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

有人刚刚送了我四个字。
阴晴不定。

想想，
也是。

学不会收藏自己的心情，
什么东西都摆在脸上，
这样好吗？

你说，
我总是让人担心，
这是一种福气不是吗？

至少，
还会有人问你怎么了。

至少，
还有人会努力的逗你开心。

至少，
这样的我比较真，
不是吗？

也许你还不懂，
我已经不是那个连过马路都不会的猪了，
更不再是那每一件事情都需要你提心吊胆的那一个女生。

除了坏脾气改不掉，
其他的很多，我都改了。

虽然，
我还是很讨厌吃洋葱。

虽然，
有的时候，
还是会想起你。

尤其是，
心情不好的时候。

也许，
曾经很习惯心情不好的时候，
你都会在。

现在，
却要很努力地适应，
一个人去面对那心情不好。

习惯，
真的是一个很不好的东西。

因为习惯，
所以依赖。

唯一不会习惯的，
也许就只有寂寞吧！

April FoOl =)

2009-04-01T21:30:00.001+08:00

Those rashes on my legs are not going away!!!!
I really doubt the medicine actually works.
But i don't want injection wei.
So i only left with one choice.
Which is to take medicine.
What to do.

Talking about today.
It was actually ApriL FooL.
But it's the peacest ever which i never kena from anyone.
AhakS.

Shall i said im lucky?
Mayb i am.
LOlz.

Actually i think many people wanted to fool me.
But my face macam cucumber*Mr Ivan invented this adjectives years ago*.
That's why everyone just trying not to ignite my fire.

Sorry People.
I don't mean to show that cucumber face.
Sorry sorry.
I apologise for that.

and for those who actually showing concern,
thanks a lot.
I appreciated it.
Ivan is the one who i spilt all the problems on.
and Miow too.
although i didnt tell him what happened actually.
But thanks for being caring.^^

I'd actually frighten lots of my dearest friends this morning.
and Yit Woei thought im actually sick.
but not really.
Im just being psychologically sick.o.O

Somehow,
everything turns out to be okay later.

We actually went for a visitation.
and the main reason for me being emo is due to the visitation.
Luckily things turned up to be...
well, wonderful.
Although there are only 18 fella going for it.

We visited the National Blood Centre, Art Gallery as well as Royal Selangor Pewter Visitor Centre.

Lets started of with the National Blood Centre.
Had a tour around there.
Just a little while.
Getting to see how the blood is being processed.
and some general knowledges on blood.

The most interesting part must be the blood storage room.
Im sure Bell's Edward will love it.
Haks.
Will be donating blood on the blood donation campaign which held this coming 1st may.
anyone wanna be volunteer?
or wanna donate blood?=)

Next is the art gallery.
which is not even in our plan.
but since everyone has the passion for art,
we just changed our plan.=)

Im actually kinda love art thingy.
and i found all the art pieces there were so...
NICE.
We actually go around and curi2 take photos.LoL.

Im gonna ask daddy to bring me there again.
I wanna spend more time to have a complete tour in the gallery.=)

Last destination is Royal Selangor.
which i actually went there last year when Jessica was back in Malaysia.
I still remembered how we actually play around in the centre.
When are you gonna be back again?
Seriously miss you here.^^

We took lots of pic too in the centre.
Especially Yit Woei.
I think he almost captured all pieces of art into his phone.

The day ended up to be like a art based trip.
what is that gonna do with our Accounting?
LoL.
Nothing.
But i seriously enjoy it.

I love art =D

*Upload pictures later.Kinda lazy.and most of the pic is with Yit Woei xD*

Development camp 2009

2009-03-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'd actually went to a 2 days 1 night development camp last weekend.
Yea.i had my 60 Earth Hour in the camp.

Anyway, talking about the camp.

Im still in the hyper mood.

I shall say the camp is DaMN BLOoDy Fun.

Does it sound a little rude??

Well. That's just to show the extreme extend of the fun i had during the camp.

Jungle treeking.

Definitely the best part ever.=)

We actually went into the jungle.

*Of course lar... takkan went into the river.xD*

Having lots of explorations on different type of plants and insects too.

Not to forget about the wonderful waterfall we went.

Me and the gang actually climbed almost to the peak of it,

I think we weren't gonna stop climbing if the facilitators didn't stop us.

I knew its dangerous.

But when you see the great creation of God.

YOu just wanted to go up and enjoy the icy crystal clear water.

If you were in there,

you'll know how i feel.

Seriously,

if you ask me right now,

i don't know how i actually climbed to the peak.

O-M-G!

*Proud Proud*

Treasure Hunt is another nice one.

Although the marsh stink.A Lot.

But amazing i would said.

Can you imagine i climbed over the obstacles just like that?

Without even shivering?

LoLz.

I remembered how scary cat i am during form 4.

When i have to climbed over a 2metre height obstacle brick wall.

I just don't know how.

I have serious hypsiphobia.

which is the fear of height.

Kesian Mr Kok Hong that time.

I must had frighten him.

Haha.

But somehow.

i managed to do it this time.

Just the urge.

and there i go.

Off the wall and climb up the cliff with just a rope given.

How the heck can i done that??

Amazed.

o.O

What so funny is that.

My group ended up with two fake treasure.

instead of the real one.

Shall i be proud of that? =D

I seriously enjoyed the part when we actually played in the river.

The Monkeys i named them.

Jack.Yit Woei.Gan.Huang.Daniel.

Miow*He's supposed to be a cat,and now he's a monster with cat head and monkey body.haks.*.

They were jumping over from rocks to rocks.

Seriously like a bunch of monkeys from the jungle.

LoL.

And we actually played with coke in the river.

Not gonna described how we played.

Because i found it really crazy and childish.

Haks.

Seriously enjoyed the camp.

especially with all the nice people around.^^

p/s: although i ended up with bruises and mosquitoes kisses all over.

and not to forget the lovely kisses by the Mr GrrLi Leech.O-O

I knew the post gonna be boring for those who didn't go for the camp.

There are feelings which cant be described through words you know.

You will have to feel it yourself.LoL.

So lets end up with some pictures here.

There are more to come later.=)

The campsite we lived.

The Campsite.

Me and Sin Yee.sitting by the river.

Front:Me,Joanne-A,YeeMong.

Standing:Yit Woei =)

The MonKeys.

Ahaha!Got Caught Half Naked.o.O

JoanNe.YeeMong.Me.JiaMin.JiaXin

Peace Out!!!

Group OnE.The Hyper ONe =P

MonKeYs are playing Cards.=.=''

Us Again.Haks.

The scenary is really serene.

Me and Gan =)

Again.Illegal gambling.Can i call the police?=P

Me n Mong.^^

Me and Joanne.

Ms Yeo.Our lovely advisor.

The Hyper Committe.Hehe.

Chicky-chicky.

Trying to imitate how chicken fly.LoL.

The Girls.

Posing Posing.

Dont ask me what they are doing.><

Sexy Legs he has.
After this camp.

I seriously being more passionate with the enviromental issues.

Next Upcoming event.

a major project on enviromental issues.

GREEN ALERT.

Im gonna make it a main success.

People.

Do something for the enviroment today.

Save the earth.

Gambate everyone!!!

60 EarTh HouR

2009-03-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

What is the thing that can actually unites people in the world?
Besides our beloved EART,can you think of anything else?

To be honest, im not an enviromental people few years back.
Im not yet an very very passionate enviroment people.
Perhaps im still in the process of improving my love towards the EARTH.

I mean.
We should actually love our EARTH,shouldn't we?
We aren't gonna regret when it comes to the end of the world right?

So why don't take a step forward and make a big differences now?
It does sounds like the blood donation campaign kind of slogan right?LoL.

What can you do to save the world?
well.We aren't heroes.
But we have to do what we are capable to rescue our home.

Let's take part in this upcoming global event.

"Tang-tang-tang-tang!!!!!!"
-----The 60 EARTH HOUR-----

Just a small action will show how much you actually appreciating the world.

"Your LIgHt SwiTCh iS YouR VoTe"
This is the ever first time in the history,
that people all around the world,
regardless of the diffences of their skin colours,races, nationalities,backgrounds and even languages,
have been given an oppurtunities to vote for the earth.

Switching the light off to fight against global warming.
VOTE for THE EARTH.

Every single vote counts.
Save our planet today.
For ourselves, our children, our future generations.

I will be in a camp on the upcoming 28th March.
But still i will be supporting this event for no doubt.

We actually have a gang of people in college,
having a great passion in organising a big event to convey people about the enviromental issues.
though everything is still in the progression of planning.

I can already feel the flame of passion in everyone.
especially Jack and Bong Yang.
LoL.
They keep on talking about saving the world.
Keep up the passion people.
Save the world we go =)

Remember to switch of your light on 28th march,
at 8.30pm-9.30pm.

Enjoy the serene moment of that hour.
Take a look at the stars shining above,
Im sure they will be even more lovely than they usually does.
Dazzling like diamonds in the sky.

Vote for the earth,vote for a better future. =)

痛

2009-03-24T21:41:00.000+08:00

其实心情烂透了。
却还是要跟人扯一些有的没的。
名副其实的口是心非。

做不到冷血，
做不到视而不见，
做不到袖手旁观，
结果，
得到了什么？

原本，
应该松了一口气吧。
终于可以跟你们没有关系了。
可是为什么就是沉重。

把她的电话删除了，
却还留着你的电话。

是舍不得吗？
还是留着什么期待。
我真的不晓得。

为什么就是忘不了你的好，
放不下你的体贴，
常常还是会想起你。

先是放弃了我们共同存在的空间，
放弃了我们共同的梦想，
最后我们剩下什么？

告诉自己不要再想起你，
明明知道你跟以前不一样了，
可是为什么，
就是希望回到过去。

现在的，
真是你想要的吗？
如果是的话，
我就应该祝福吗？
就算被放弃的是我？

很介意别人说，
朋友是拿来利用的。
记得以前，
为了这一句话根某人闹得很僵。

是自己太固执吧！
固执着一些自己坚持着的原则。
对你，
也是一样。

也许我没有别人想象的坚强，
但至少，
我不至于懦弱吧。

一直表现得很乐观，
一直把伤口隐藏得很好不是吗？

虽然有时还是会想起你，
虽然有时还是会难过，
虽然知道故事已经走到了最后，
虽然已经没有续集，
却阻止不了心痛。

在这个时候，
我才清楚地知道，
心的位置。

我把眼泪隐藏地很好，
我不习惯哭泣，
至少，
不习惯为爱情哭泣。

也许，
只是一种假面的坚强。

虽然，
我总是让人担心。
不过，
我已经习惯了这种隐藏。

也许，
这是我的自我保护模式吧！
把最脆弱的那一个自己，
保存在最深处，
一个只有自己看得见的地方。

International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta

2009-03-22T15:15:00.000+08:00

Went to this International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta in Putrajaya.

Its really an eye opener for me.

Have you ever seen so many hot air balloon flying in the air??

Wonderful day i had!!!!!=)

Take a look at those amazing Balloons.^^

I wished i would have a chance to take a ride on those.

But too bad.

The tickets had sold out.

WuWu~!!T.T

-NigHt Glow-

-My Favourite from Thailand and USA-

-Ms Peacock from France-
*OnlY the ButT facing us >.<*

-Mr Clown with the emo face from BelGium-

-Again,My Favourite rainbow^^-

-Bro accidentally snapped two Spiderman kissing o.O-

-This light bulb thingy is cute =D-

-Elephant~!!!-

P/s: Spotted a hot guy there.

He's the pilot from Belgium.

OMG~!!definitely hotter than Edward Cullen.xD

I wished i stand nearer to the fence.

OuWW >.<

爱一人

2009-03-21T16:41:00.000+08:00

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

影子

2009-03-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

没有人希望自己会是谁的影子，
所以，
我没有告诉他，
我在他身上看见你的影子。

看见你的影子的那一刻，
我开始讨厌我自己，
为什么还会想起你。

原来以为遗忘了，
却从来不曾忘记过。

很努力地去忘记，
很努力地不去提起，
结果，
还是逃不过记忆。

我看见他很努力讲笑话，
很努力逗我开心的时候，
我想起以前的你。

但是现在呢？
我甚至不知道，
你怎么样了。

不知道为什么，
想起你总是让我难过。

我却总是想起你。

TagGed by dear YeaNnie =)

2009-03-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

Here's a simple tag by YeaNnie.

The rules:

1. Your Name

2. Left handed/right handed

3. Favourite alphabet to write

4. Least favourite alphabet to write

5. Write down “The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.”

6. Name 6 of people you're gonna tag.

*In case my writting is too small.LoL.*

1.Jasmine Ting Xin Yun

2.Right handed

3.Urm...X and Y maybe.

4.F perhaps.Haks.

5.tHe QuIcK BroWn FoX JumPs OveR tHe LaZy DoG.

6.DeAr.BelL.Jas.HoO Keen.ShaNnon.and anyone??Haks.

The MomenT i Treasured =)

2009-03-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

Pbsm NomBor SatU ^^

This is when the juniors shouted "Sau Pei" at me n Leng.Aper lar..><

Tengok Sana~

PbSm RoCks~!!

HoO Keen macam Ah Po Lar><

Ta-Daa!!!Leng's Favourite pose =D

Kai Muis=)

Me.Yan Yuan and Ah Po-Hoo Keen.
*Ignore my finger.I dunno whats that mean xD*

Again Nenek ni.

Wonderful shot ^^

LenG n Hoo Keen.

Tangan siapa tu?LOL

PeaCe~!

Im not ready lar =s

The Lovely JuniOrs.

YeaNnie,.Lui2.Me.Teng n Leng.

Additional Wormy there =)

The Kai mui and Kai Jie.

They HugGed.o.O

Mr Victor,siu yi for the day =D

My Hyper Face ><

Mr Hoo Keen sedang meleter.Haks.

I miss the moment we had together.

I miss the Wednesday.

I miss the squad.

GoSH~!!!!

I miss every second spent on that day.

DoGgoNed FeliNe

2009-03-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

Dogs are boys and cats are girls?

Reading through this interesting passage from newspaper.
It says that dogs are meant to be all boys and cats are meant to be all girls.

Well. The story goes like this.

Once upon a time.
*I supposed all stories starts like this xD*
when there's only Adam and Eve in the world.
They felt lonely and wanted the God to create a company for them.
So the GOd make them a middle-sized, four legs and a tail creature for them, which is called the Pet.

Soon.The angles made the first pair of Pets.
Cute but playful they are.
Running in the heaven, hiding under sofas,
scratching the furniture.

One Day,
these two little naughty pets saw something like a paddling pool.
So. BoOm.
They jumped into it.
One into the blue one and another into the red one.

And OOPssss!!
That were not the paddling pool.
But they were the vats of male and female essence.

When the angels managed to fish them out.
They noticed the changes in the Pets.
One of them become shaggy-hairs,simple minded and deep voiced.
and another one had become sleck and complicated and whiney.

So the God decided to separate them as two creatures.
They called one Dog and the other Cat.

There they live together happily ever after.
-The End-
*and every stories end like this too.Haks.*

For me.
It makes perfect sense though.

and its interesting.^^

Still not convinced by the story?
Asking for evidences??

Here's the proof that all dogs are male:
-Dogs,like men, completely predictable
*well. not every man.*

-They are supremely interested in your nether regions and pathetically unable to hide this fact
*Hmmm.. i just type it out from the passage.Ahem =s*

-They eat anything.Their basic philosophy is put stuff in their mouths first, ask questions later
*Haks.is it so,guy???*

-When they are not happy,they don't say anything,but sulk and growl and knock things over.
*This is quite true.My bro always does this.xD*

-They often concume ill-advised items until they are sick,give you a sad "never again" look, and then do the same thing again the next day*
Darn BloDdy true =P *

Here's some proof that all cats are female:
-They are completely unpredictable
*Yeah~~~*

-They look cute but are suprisingly tough-minded creatures who make all decisions
*Wink Wink*

-They expext to be worshipped all the time
*Who don't?*

-They completely ignore you when you come home
*No idea about this one.LoL.*

-They take the stance that you exist solely to ensure their happiness
*Ahah.This one..Hmmm..*

MeOw~!!! =P

RaininG AGain ><

2009-03-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

Haks.Im updating about career fair here.
Before BelL is gonna pissed off and whacked me.

LoL.*describing her in a really extreme way*

She's a nice girl actually.
Not those Ganas-ganas punyer lar.xD

We actually went help out at the career fair organised by Career Guidance Society.=)
and it was actually an easy task to handle.
we just need to duty for 4 hours.

LoL. and we get free shirt, lunch and cert.

I think we are better off somehow.^^

Our job scoop is just giving out evaluation form and chit-chat there.
xD the second one is our informal task lar.

Here's some pictures we took in the career fair.
Camwhore all the while.
*If Xue Yi saw this im gona kena from her *=P

OuR Helper TaG* JasmiNe*

and here's BeLL.

Our Gang *Bell.Zi Wei.Me.Jia Yit and Siow Chin.*

CheeSeeeee~!!

Me.Looking BluR xD

BeLL BelL.

Us In LRT*Wow.Her teeth shines X.X*

Owh.
Here a stupid pic I took.

Ta-Daa~!! i broke into someone's locker=P

anYway,
i think i better end here.
Before the thunder strikes my modem AGAIN.><

Well it stroke my modem yesterday,
luckily it survived.
Dont ask me why.
I kena scold from that but it turns out to be functioning.
WTH ><

But i gladful thou.
If not my dad sure gonna "chan ngo shiong tin fa ban".LoL.

The HapPening ^^

2009-03-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

Im sorry for not updating at once.

Im kinda short of words to describe my feelings, people.

Went back to SaB on wednesday.

seriously miss every inch of grass and wood in it.=)

A place that contains tons of memories.

The wall with the mural we drawn.

The place where we gambled.
The toilet which we hid and cried.
The bilik sakit which we kept some "secret" inside.
The lab which we curi makan.

and the list goes on.

This is the mural we drawn. Birdie =)

we paint it.Believe it or not.haks.

Everything is memorable there.

Not to mention the most happening event.

The MARCHING COMPETITION.

Actually i never been in the marching squad.
For some reasons.

But somehow,

im lucky that im still mixing quite well with the marching squad.=)

And as for wednesday,

i actually went back to support my Muis and Lui Lui.

And of course my dear juniors there.^^

I have to said.

"I Love you Guys. You Guys did a good job!!!"

I knew everyone else is saying the same thing.

But i cant help repeating it.Hee.

and i meant it!!!

The spirit itself is already undefeatable.=)

Keep it up !!!

After the competition ended,

somehow manage to catch up with my friends.

went yumcha in old town.

Miss the moment~!!!

Here's the Lui Lui,shan and the MOm,yUn.^^

PBSM RoCkS tO the MaX~!!

Peace Everyone.

*From left:Leng,Shan,yUn,Teng,Yan Yuan.Front: OoPs.I forgotten her name ><*

ThenG n yUn.*My fav juniors*

Recent Me =D

Shock Sendiri again...

The Big Group.

*From left: Weng.Pet.yUn.LenG.TonY.Yean.Au Yong.TS.Tzen Hong.Chris and Ed.*

There's more pic with leng and weng.

Update more photos later ^^

SuShi YumMieS =D

2009-03-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

Suddenly have the urge to make sushi yesterday.
Then me and my younger sister yUan actually went TesCo buying the materials.

We thought of buying "Ng Chan Yok" but mom said its fattening ><

There we go, only buying the Hot Dog and Cucumber.

Seriously i dont have any experience in buying Vegetable.

Haks.

We just simply grab the Fei DueT Duet de cucumber.

The larger the better is my concept !!!=P

Reached home around nine.

and dad goes : You dont wanna sleep izit? Tomorrow pimples come out kecoh pulak.

Swt.

I never kecoh in front of him lor.

Simply ni. Ish ish.

Anyway me and my dearest sis had successfully created the best SusHi in the world.

With love and our names in it. xD

Warning!!!

Those who had eaten my sushi.

please do not proceed any further.=s

Believe me.
Its for your own gOod =x

Looks YuMmy isn't it? *Mouth watering*=D

*Our Names on SuShi*
Creative?
Haks.
Its edible lar.

Cheesie susHi =D

WiTh Love to Mummy ^^

As for today,
just like another usual day.
LeCture and Tutorial.
Again.

Seriously i got really tensed up in the D*mn OHr tutorial.
The tutor is killing.Evil.Whatever you call it.
ArGhh.
I just don't like him.
So what's you gonna do with me?
Kill me?Lol.

And our PF lecture.
Well the lecturer is good.
Thus the DKD is packed with human and aliens(Students from other course).Haks.

I love the time after coll.
I can go lepak with my friends.
I actually went Pan mee with my girlfriends
and then headed to times square with my Dear for Papa John's.

You must try Papa John's.
Its Nice.Very Nice.
Hehe =D

Again.
I spent money on buying whitening products and foundation.
Dear didn't stop me from buying.
Aiks.
Money fly away again.
Huhu.T.T

Tomorrow Im skipping lecture.
Its my secondary school de marching competition tomorrow.
Cant wait to see how my Muis grabbed the champion.
Hehe.

PBSM RoCks ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im seriously fed up with the snail-speed internet.
ArGhhh.
Better go sleep now. xD

Yonex All England Finals/Birmingham 2009

2009-03-09T14:26:00.000+08:00

Have you watched Yonex All England Finals yesterday?

Again.

Lin Dan had become the champion.

Four years consecutively.

The World No 1 ,Chong Wei had losed once again.

To the same rival.

Its like a curse wei. Aiks.

Should we ever blame him for that? ><

Well,

I guess we shouldn't.

He had tried his best, haven't he?

Somehow i found this match more worth-watching and Kan-Jeong compared to the Olympics.

Obviously,

Chong Wei had played agressively to amend for his tame defeats in Olympics and the China Open finals.

But once again, Lin Dan was just too strong.

Chong Wei had always been under pressure whenever Lin Dan is around.

He just lost his self-esteem, his confidence.

Lin Dan, not only win by his techniques.

his speed.

his attacking.

as well as,

His confidence.

His ferocity.

and

His strong intention of winning the game.

Within 40+ minutes,

Lin Dan again upset the current world No 1 Chong Wei of Malaysia 21-19,21-12 for his forth men's single victory in Birmingham.

Coming to personal preferance,

honestly i do prefer Lin Dan more.

But as a Malaysian,

I really hope that Chong Wei can win the match for the sake of Malaysia.

and perhaps for the sake of his girlfriend.

See. Im not-yet a traitor okay?

I still support Malaysia.

Haks.

As she said,

she will marry Chong Wei when he won the game.

But when will the time arrive?

Hmmm.

*Lee ChoNg wEi oF Malaysia*

*Lin Dan oF ChiNa*

*He's hot =D*

剖白

2009-03-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

有时候，
要承认自己其实没那么勇敢，
也真的，
不那么容易。
也许当你学会了伪装，
就很自然地呈现了伪装的自己。
把最真实的自己，
隐藏在心的深处。

*我不哭不闹。不任性。*
*我不在乎别人做了什么，说了什么，写了什么，留了什么*

如果我是宠物，

我想我很好养。

至少，

我不会哭着闹着要你陪。

我以为，

那是我的大方，

我的懂事。

当一切到了最后，

我甚至一个人离开。

从开始到结束，

我都是安静的。

但是，

我到底得到了什么？

是一地的心碎？

还是，一段糟七糟八的爱情？

*你只看见资料里的谎言，却看不见键盘上的泪。*

如果可以再问你一个问题，

我想我会想知道，

我转身离开的那一刻，

你是否曾为我流泪？

*什么时候，
我才能天真以及不惧怕消失的去爱你？*

是胆怯，

还是成熟，

或是太自我保护？

我自己也说不清。

我就是没有办法像美人鱼，

那么无惧地爱着她的王子。

就算会变成泡沫，

她还是选择了去爱。

*也许人之所以有烦恼，是因为记性太好。*
如果你真的懂我，
你会懂，
我真正在逃避的是你对我的好，
逃避想起一切你的好，
只有这样，
我才可以让自己继续走下去。

TesT~!!

2009-03-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Well.Just taken a test.
And the result turned out to be darn accurate.
Haks.

People,
Have a try.
It just take you few minutes.

Click on the link below.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

ReSult iS OuT!!

2009-03-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was really fun with the singing.
Greenbox!! Yoo-Hoo.
I went there so finally.Lol.

Only three of us went there.
xian,Li Nie and of course Me =D
Too bad Ryllz unable to come.
Missed lots of fun lar you, dear. =s

We can always go there next time.
Hehe.
I never get bored with singing.

Next time have to call Ah peK along.
Must make him sing.Lol.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

As for today,
i went for a dental check-up with my family.
Yea. The whole family except for my bro who went for tuition.
*I wished i had tuition too.><*

Without having any RELEVANT reason or excuse,
I was forced to go for the check up.

YUan and Yue kept on asking me the same question over and over again.
"Jie ark, scaling pain anot ga?"
O-M-G.
If i knew the answer might as well i become the dentist.><

Seriously,
Im not afraid of the pain.
But i just cant stand the sickening smell of clinic,
more specifically the "aroma" of medicine.
Somehow the past experience of getting a mouthful of blood after scaling had also been nightmare for me.
Oh.BLOoD~~~~*Faint*

But Im lucky this time.
at least i just done some ordinary chek-up without having those stupid scaling thingy.

Felt a sense of relief when Dr Lok said.
"Well. You don't have to do scaling.Just take care of your teeth will do."
Phew~~~!!!

Out of five of Us who went check-up,
only DaddY had to go through the scaling and polishing,
which implies....*Haha.*

After all the YeWs and YeRs,
DaDdy finally got his teeth white and shiny.*HakS*

Had Pan Mee for our lunch,
and went all the way home to check out for my result.

Yea.Its out today.
Perhaps im the last to check out the result.
Lets blame the dental check-up.><

Anyway,
Im kinda satisfied with my result.

I'd got A for BISA,QS, BM, FOA as well as ME.
As for English, I'd got a B+.
Worth all the hardwork!!

There is more to come.
Keep up the good work yUn!!! =D

错过

2009-03-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

昨天，
有人跟我谈起错过。

而我，
想起了一个人。
一个对我来说，
依然很特别的人，
我的错过。

他为了我学钢琴，
为我弹我最爱的周杰伦。

为了我，
把头发换了一个造型。

为了我，
到卡拉去唱歌。

为了我，
做了很多事。

但是到了最后，
我们还是错过。

曾经有一段时间，
我们都以为不能再当朋友了。
还好，
我们还是朋友，
比朋友更重要的朋友。

我有什么事情的时候，
一定不会弃我不顾的朋友。
我要帮忙的时候，
一定会奋力帮我的朋友。

因为他，
我相信有比爱情更长久的友情。

虽然我们注定了错过爱情，
但至少，
我们保留了那一份珍贵的友情。

我很珍惜他，
我知道他也是，
虽然他的口中是忍不住要损我。

这是我们的相处方式吧！
想起他对我斯斯文文的时候，
我还是比较习惯他亏我。

这个他就是本世纪最笨最笨的大猪头。

哈哈！

反正他看不懂，
除非他又无聊得去翻译咯。=P

SuPrise For YiT WoeI

2009-03-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

Today,
again it was tiring.
As everyday was.

I wanted to go sleep.
But MioW MiOw said its better to post what happened today by today.
So here i am.
Posting about today.

Besides the boring lectures,
the alien-like tutorial papers,
the only colour of the day is the outing after class.=D

As planned,
Yit Woei,Miow Miow, Yee Mong, Joanne and of course Me went Jusco to Makan.

OkaY!! I know i said im gonna be on diet.
I only had one meal today.
Pretty fair right?
though the KFC is oily.aHaks.

Anyway today was not just ordinary makan outing,
but a suprise burfday celebration for Mr Yit Woei =D
*I knew its not that suprise.Hah ><*

WE the girls bought four brownies from Secret Recipe and put them together.
and JianG-jIanG-Jiang..
there come the BurFdaY Cake!!
Special One.^^

Well, you need creativity for that.*Grinned*

We had great time chatting from KFC then shifted to MCD.
Talked non-stop.
Talked about almost everything.

Hoh!!Crazy.

And planned lots of future activities for our board.
I prefer to call it our gang.LoLz.

Here's some pictures taken during the makan makan session.=)

On-The-Way to JusCo.

The "Cake" + a candle.

Look at his expression.What does it means? I duno =p

Forced to pose for me to take pic.Haha.

YuMmies~!!!

OuR sisa-sisa makanan.LoL.

The Brothers.AheM.

YeE MonG.Me.And the burfday guy with his cap.

JOanne.Burfday guy.MiOw Miow.

Sisa-sisa Brownies here.xD

Too bad we didnt managed to take photos of all of us.

Forgotten.><''

Anyway,

Yit Woei's burfday is supposed to be on Friday.

So,

ApPie BurfDay YiT WoeI!!!!

P.s: I still haven get my tutorial done><

P.s.s: I really enjoyed having friends around.Lets have more outings.

P.s.s.s: Cant wait for Karaoke session on Fri. WooHoo ^^

Hectic bUt WonderfUL day

2009-03-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

As for today,
the first day of Semester 3.
Time really flies.

Reached college at 9 o clock to meet up the committee members.
Unfortunately Yit woei is the only punctual one.
*Expected*

Went all the way to Jack's house to pack the Accounting shirts.
Thousand plus of them.*Faint*

Luckily with the unity and groupwork from all,
we managed to get it done in four hours.
Well, I know its still a very long period, but with only 11 of us.
Lacking of manpower.What to do. LoLz.

Everyone does a great job. Hehe.
If not we might have to do it until the morning of tomorrow.xD

Here's the packed t-shirts.
*RubBish as Miow called it*

The stupid guard stared at us when we brought the shirts out from the lift.
As if we are stealing somebody else shirts.
or mayb he thought we are those night market t-shirt seller.
Rm5 per piece kind.
*Swt to the max*

Of course, after the hardwork,
we must enjoy ourselves right?

So six of us,
Miow,Joanne,Kenny,Guang2,Daniel and I went to the MCd for lunch.
Its around 1.00pm , and we enjoyed the lunch promotion.

It's really cheap.
Imagine,
two sets of regular meal and one set of large meal only cost us RM20.
*But, my diet plan for the day ruined ><* Aiks. I just cant resist F.O.O.D. o.O

We had great time there chit-chatting.
and of course,
sharing thoughts about our future.

Head-aching FUTURE.

Rushed back to college for my oHR lecture.
Didn't really pay attention during the class. *Guilty*

But still, it make up a great day for me.

A wonderful beginning of the new semester^^

Kenny complained that he looks weird in the picture.*Who Care?-Glare-*

Second shot. Still he wanna complain.*Don't wanna care =P*

Here's Yit Woei and Guang2.
Trying to avoid the camera.
Haha.

Somehow Daniel was safe.
He sat next to me.
and i didnt force him to take any photos.
But there's always going to be next time.xD

aPpiE BurFdaY TonY~

2009-03-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Mr TOny's 19th Birthday.

Happy Birthday dude =D

Actually i did bought him a cake, a slice of cake to be precise.
and guess what, its Banana cHOC from Secret Recipe.^^
If there's papaya, i think it will be a better option.

Reminded me about the papaya juice i bought for him just to trick him.*Grinned*
Papaya just never taste okay, Don't ever try it.

Anyway, i went KLCC yesterday just to buy a book.
Meryll, finally i bought New Moon.
But im gonna read it first before i pass it to you.

So, be patient.Hehe.

After fulfilling my desire of shopping,
I went all the way to Wangsa Maju to meet lazy bum, Mr Tony for lunch.
and brought him the wonderful SR cake.

But this fella never appreciate it lar.
He make me wait under the sun for half an hour.
Luckily,the cake didn't melt.

So we had Pan Mee as our lunch near Desa Setapak.
and i snapped a few photos when he was greedily devouring the cake.
Hah!

There you go.

The Cake.
*one edge gone.*

Tony:"Don't take picture lar."
*Busy eating*

"OI. Told you don't take picture lor!"
*Buat tak dengar =P*

Although we are just having some simple so called celebration.
But we managed to catch up with each others lives.

And once again, you'd become older and OLDER.

Muahaha *Bleaks*+D

TagGed bY YeaNnie

2009-02-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

Rules:

*1. Those who get tagged must answer the question about themselves.

*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you (tagger).

*3. Continue this game by sending to other people. (refer to rule No. 2)

Time: 12.00pm

Name: Xin Yun,Ting. JasMine. yUn.Jas. DinG DonG. And pretty lot more.

Age/Birthday: 12th October 1990.

School:SJK (C) Naam Kheung. SMK Aminuddin Baki.

Elder Sister: Urm. Im the eldest.*sobs*

Younger Sister: Two. adding the kai muis. Im having a bunch of them.=P

Elder Brother: No.Kai gor not counted ryte?*Huhu*

Younger Brother: Eh, there's one.evil one.Ha!

Favourite Liquids [Drinks]: ManGo YogUrt DrinK.LonGan MiLk.CarRoT MiLk.ToNg ShuI.and Many more =D

Favourite Consumables [Food]: Definitely its gonna be.....SuShI!!!yUmMIes. owh. and KoRean Food tOo.

Favourite Place To Sleep: My RoOm?My Bed.Definitely not by the road side.

Flying: Hmmm~!

Swimming/Diving: Wanting to learn, but not learning yet.*Hehe*

How Much Friends In MSN: Argh.Lazy wanna check. BUt around 300 i guess.BuT some unknown creatures never even online before.lol.

Couple: NoPe. T.T

Loved Ones: YeaP.There's a lot. Friends, Family, dears.^^

Get Kicked On The Butt?: Nope.

Allergic?: Well, I guess so.But still not able to find out the source yet.Aiks.

Gastric?: Urm.Just minor one.

Whole Fortune?: Har???

Age Of Marriage: Definitely gonna be after 25.xD

Children Wanted: More than one. Hehe~!! I wanna have a Big Family.hehe.

Age Of Death: Urm.I wish i know too.

Animals In House: BoBo and BeBe the puppies (unfortunately Bebe died few months ago),about twelve giant carps in the pond, and some croachroaches and centipedes hiding in the toilet.YeW!!

Wanted Birthday Present: Uhmm. To be hapPy?

Q: In your dream, God tells you you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
To Own a Castle? =P

10 people to tag:
-MerylL
-JasMine
-ShannOn
-MioW
-JesSica
-Kah Wai
-Fui Teng
-JaSon
-EstHer
-Mui Hwee

Edited skin.Again ><

2009-02-27T22:11:00.001+08:00

ArGh!!! Finally my blog template was edited all over again.
I know its pretty plain.
But.
Just let it be temporarily ba!

GiaNt Fish~!!

2009-02-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

GianT Fish for dinner~!!!

YuMmieS ^^

We imported it from SAbah.

Thanks to Uncle KeoNg.

BlOoDy WeatHer

2009-02-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

I seriously hate the bloody sunny day lately.
The sun shone so bright that i cant even look into the sky.
The heat is so over that an egg might just be cooked underneath the sun.

G-O-S-H!!!!

What driving me mad is that---> i have to bath three times a day and yet im still feeling sweaty and smelly.

Aiks.Forget the smelly sweaty part.

I think the extreme weather not only killed my cells and tissues. But also lizards.Yiaksz. I found two dried death bodies of the digusting-loathing-yiasking lizards in my garden.

O-M-G~!!

That is not yet the climax yet!!!

There is more to come.

Sooner mom discovered the death body of a mouse. More specifically, we found the tail and the head of the mouse. Where's the body? *Don't ask me, I don't know* =X

As a part-time detective with no experience at all, i concluded that the death of the mouse had nothing to do with the extreme weather.*Ahaha... It's driving me insane*

At once, mom instructed dad to clean up the death body of the poor-but-still-disgusting mouse,well, its not even a whole body. Lets mourn for the poor thing. I hope i wont found any more bodies. I had it enough for the day.

Luckily the day just ended without anymore DISGUSTING murder cases. Definitely, im not suitable to be a detective.><>

yeWWWWWWW~!!!!!

Back to my new skin for the blog.

I just love the autumn and the maple leaves.Hehe =D

Purposely wanted to remind somebody to bring me some maple leaves when he comes back to Malaysia.Hehe =)

You will remember, wont you??

How much i wish i can visit you during autumn.Guess i will have to wait for a few years more.

Be patient =D

neW SkiN NeW LoOk

2009-02-21T17:16:00.000+08:00

Finally get my lovely blog done.

*Shock sendiri-ing*

Spent whole day editing it.
Felt so satisfied.Hehe =X

Update more later.
my bro is currently standing at the six o clock direction from me.
Starring with a pair of impatient eyes.

I better ciaoz fisrt.Ha!

别再为他流泪---梁静茹

2009-02-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

你走了太久一定很累

他错了不该你来面对

离开他就好就算了

心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对

远一点你就看出真伪

离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃

转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪

别再让他操控你的伤悲

就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔

也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪

把那遗憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追

以后为自己醉

每段感情都非常珍贵

他的好你就放在心扉

记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑

什么梦都不比你的美

多少年以后想起他还有些体会

那些你已无所谓

就别再为他流泪

别再让他操控你的伤悲

就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔

也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪

把那遗憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追

以后为自己醉

就别再为他流泪

别再让他操控你的伤悲

就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔

也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪

把那遗憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追

以后管他是谁

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这个词嘛，

写得很正。

反正无聊，

就先贴着吧！=D

再见

2009-02-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

曾经有人说：
我很容易相信别人，
很容易受骗。

我就是这样一个人。

我就是喜欢横冲直撞，
就是坦坦荡荡的，
所以呢？

至少我比你好，
比起你的假惺惺，
我忽然觉得自己光明磊落多了。

当初认识你，
直到深交，
都是因为一颗好奇心。

结果呢，
把自己搞得焦头烂额。

我们不会再是朋友的。

我讨厌你，
讨厌你的假，
讨厌你的无耻，
讨厌你在说谎的时候眼睛都不眨一下。

等到你把东西换了给我，
我们之间就画上句点了。

你可以跟他说一千个谎，
说上万个我的不好，
我都不在意了。

把话说白了，
我已经不在意你们的眼光了。
甚至说，
我不想再混进你们的圈子了。

我没有办法假惺惺的，
所以，
我没有办法继续跟你们在一起。

还有，
他说的他不会变得跟你们一样，
结果他还是变了。

如果他没变，
也许一切都会不一样的。

不要再问我为什么，
也不要假惺惺的说我背叛承诺，
毕竟，
两个不同的世界注定了没有办法一起存在。

以后，
你走你的光阳大道，
我走我的羊肠小径。

HapPy Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

Wow~!! Its one day after the Valentine's Day.

Why am i acting so hyper here???So how are your Vday?I had a wonderful one with my Zi Muis---> Pet the SeaL(more commonly known as hoi gao) and Feli the Fishy =D

Who said single people are gonna be all alone, wailing pitifully in their blankets???
WRONG wRONG~!! they are not going to be so pessimistic, at least Im not.=P

So what had i done yesterdaY? Well. Im not going on any blind date as Gor suggested. HAHa~!! Crazy suggastion he gave ><>

To get away from all those shiny light bulbs which create annoying chemical reaction all the time especially during Valentine's, we chosed to go for a "remoted place" as we thought--- the leisure mall. But still it is crowded with pEOpLE!! especially those eye-soring shiny light bulbs. LOlz~! No offend here.Just a little grouse and grumble comes from envy and jealousy. =S

So when you're wasting energy on being envious and jealous, you burnt a lots of fat and your glucose level will became lower right? Definitely!!!! To regain the energy, we devoured 13 plates of sushi adding with one Ebi Tempura and couple cups of green tea. xD

Lets do some mathematic calculation here. 13 plates of sushi divided by 3 living organisms will be, urm, 4.xxxxx, which means each of us consumed 4++ plates of sushi. Not that scary isn't it? Haha. Sushi is not fattening anyway. Natalie Portman take on sushi diet to get rid of her fat too. Lolz ~!! *don't really know who is dat Natalie, but she is pretty adorable >< *

Oh yea~! something about the waitress that serve us. She asked us---the ladies a question :"Do you wanna try out our Valentine's couple set?" GoD!! Don't you see we have three people here. and we are not even couple.*HUHu* unintentionly,she had broken our tiny little fragile hearts. Again.Ish.=X

After having our tummies blown like balloon, we hanged around Leisure Mall. and once again Feli the Fishy bought a lots of stuff. Sometimes i wonder she is a ShoPaholic. Haha~! maybe she is one.

Feli the Fishy is suggesting that we should holdthis so called Zi-Muis reunion every year.How's your idea out there,people? any suggestion on setting the date??

I was thinking maybe we can have the reunion on 090909(9Sept 2009),101010,111111 and so on. But when it comes to this year 2013, there is no 13rd month in the year wor. and when it comes to year 2032, there is no 32nd day in the month wor. So guess my idea don't reali works.Ha!!

So people~!!Think think think!! we shall discuss during our next outing =D

oH~! before i forgot.

apPiE BurfdaY to JesSica, Eilene and Yi XianG~!