dey wil surely realised dat i had a lots of blog...
a lots as in more than 5 bt less than 10..
y do i hav numbers of blog?
cos i used to change or delete da previous blog...
when i found out dat i nd to start off a new life...
and kept those past buried in memory..
happiness...sadness...wuteva emotion i had..wil b in da blog...
when i deleted a blog...
it often mean dat dere's stg within da blog i wanted to forget..
Hav u ever feel lik u cant recall a part of ur memory?
no matter hw hard u tried..
u jz forgot wut happen during dat sprecific period...
human have tis ability to actuali *delete* or *erase* those memory which they dun wanna rmb...
sumtimes it is a better way to make us feel better..
doesn't it so?
After 2 yrs time...
finally i hav the courage to recall bac wut happen...
although i still feel the pain...
bt at least nw im can face it with more calm n strength..
I read my previous blog on xanga yesterday...
dats da nicest blog i ever had...
i spent few weeks tyme to actuali edit the skin for the blogs...
bt nw everything hancur edy...no longer nice edy..lolz...
Dat is the nicest blog i had...
bt dat is also a blog dat i dun reali dare to read bac in da past...
there's too many sad memory dat i kept inside...
dat i nvr wanna recall...
Yesterday...finally i read the whole blog all over again...
i wanting to get bac da feeling i had in da past...
i wanna noe wut do i actuali feeel dat tyme...
memories flow...while i was reading...
a Mixture of feeling dat i couldnt describe...
for those who concern...
thanks for coming into my life...
no matter wut...
you all still make me into a tougher..better person...
I wouldnt delete the blog as i did to the others previous blog...
i would wanna kept the memory...
bcos u had once occur in my life..
and make my life a wonderful one..
even da ending is nt s perfect s v expected...
i wil stil appreciate it...=)
We cannot change our memories,
but we can change their meaning
and the power they have over us.
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